“You are the product of the karma of your soul.” -the Seat of the Soul
We live to experience life. We go through experiences so that we can learn from them and grow into the person we are destined to be.
This year my frequency has been at an all time low. My past wounds have been resurfacing like never before. The struggle I am having is figuring out specifically what I am expected to learn from these experiences because putting them in the back of my mind never to be thought of again was not the answer.
I’ve been placed in so many uncomfortable situations that have left me heavily doubting myself and my future.
Why so frequently and constant?
Why are things eating at me that I haven’t thought about in years?
What the heck did I do in my past life to deserve this?
Yesterday was a pity party as I came to terms with all of the sudden changes I experienced in the last 6 months.
People say that Karma is a bitch but I consider her my best friend.
I had to remind myself this morning that I am living right and doing my best.
I HAD TO CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE.
Instead of playing victim, I asked myself
I wonder what God is preparing me for? But this time with a smile.
I have faith that God knows what’s best for me and that whatever my karma I will continue to do good and I will land on both feet.
In the meantime, it’s my responsibility to handle those past traumas so that don’t trample into my life so unexpectedly again.
Dear God, I am ready to win this battle.
Thank you for standing with me.